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[27 Nov 2009|01:53pm] |
i want to live by the pacific ocean.
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[15 Nov 2009|06:39pm] |
i'm so behind in my work because i can't stop myself from youtube surfing and SNACKING. omg so much snacking. i'm debating on stopping by metro before school one day and picking up study food. and finishing it all by myself. but i don't want to hate myself so maybe i won't.
and i'm so edgy. i keep jumping into attack mode every time my phone goes off.
happy school timez.
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[09 Nov 2009|10:36am] |
i spent this weekend how i should have spent my june, july, and august (respectively) and now i am behind in all my work. but that's alright, i guess. i'll just get really militant and (hopefully) produce my best work. now that i actually have UofT as a post undergrad goal things just will happen because they have to. this week will be SERIOUS.
anyway, have to get out of this house in 13 minutes. PEACE.
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[01 Nov 2009|04:50pm] |
not pissed.
goddamn tired.
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[01 Nov 2009|04:34pm] |
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pissed.
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[30 Sep 2009|01:00am] |
this song makes me think of myspace.com and the colour lime green.
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| the end is near |
[26 Sep 2009|10:55pm] |
i have to keep myself from retreating into the past
every time i reach out and yell "DON'T LET ME DOWN!"
to you
in my head
(no, wait! come back to me, gr 10!)
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[20 Sep 2009|12:32am] |
believe me,
i'm sorry i told you lies.
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i don't even know where to start when it comes to talking about how i've been lately. but the words "not good" seem incredibly apt at the moment.
but... i suppose,
"nothing is insurmountable."
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| keep calm, carry on? |
[19 Sep 2009|12:55pm] |
my plate feels like a big, huge mess today. bad news since i had trouble eating my breakfast.
i don't want want to be alone this afternoon.
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| LJ > FB |
[03 Sep 2009|03:36pm] |
I'm calling this post the LO DOWN.
» Leave me a comment saying "Turn It Up"
» I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better
» Update your journal with the answers to the questions
» Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions
01 If you could take up any hobby right this instance what would it be?
photography (first thing that came to mind. probably because of all the blog lurking i've been doing)
02 If you could trade places with anyone, including dead people, who would it be?
Salinger. for a day.
03 Choose between writing amazing novels/books/poetry one after the other but never being able to read anything by anyone else OR being able to read whatever you want but never being able to write again. ( i probably could've rephrased this
reading. writer's who don't read anything are bad, empty writers. in every sense of the word bad and empty. i'd rather be a good reader and filled up to the brim than a poor writer who is out of fortune cookies.
04 Tell me something you think i dont know about you.
in gr 12 i had a crush on pazin. other people knew but i don't remember telling you. i'll tell you something else if i have told you.
05 If you had to choose, would you rather watch porn with your parents or your closest university profs
university profs (yu, moritz, probably duffy too for LOLZ). there's a difference between jokes awkward times and traumatizing awkward times. i never want to talk about anything sexual with my parents ever. i could probably get by watching porn with my profs because we would either make light of the scene by laughing at the situation as a whole or would end up having some good conversation about human sexuality.
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| LJ archives. |
[30 Aug 2009|02:13am] |
fix things. [01 Dec 2006|11:17pm]
i deleted my last list and now i wish i hadn't. i'm so frustrating.
- write
- write articles
- write essay
- write letters
- take care of my body (my god)
- loose the anxiety
- clean my bedroom floor
- be better on saturdays
- talk. talk to someone. talk to nikko, write another letter. talk to ms bej, to ms dragicevic (who i actually have to talk to soon). stop sitting around, drinking tea, pressing your temples, not feeling 'good' because it's too damn much to wrap your head around. stop saying that. stop talking about wanting to talk and talk. stop assuming no one wants to talk to you. if they don't, they don't. if they don't, run like hell and find someone who does.
- smile more. at least for rosanna.
- say something about christmas. get it right.
- and while we're on that, say something about your birthday.
- write down that thing that happened, there's a reason you never forgot.
- keep track of all the books you've read and want to read.
- fix my room.
- don't delete this, clarissa.
Friday, December 1, 2006.
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i get a lot of comfort from old entries when i'm feeling blue.
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